I guess I've been a gamer my whole life but I've been doing it wrong this whole time pretty much. So many years I'll never get back. I'm just wishin i would've made the most of it let alone fuckin everything up.
I’m always watching these old games. takes me back to when games were games I was there but Its crazy how little I have to show for it I have some old games but The only thing that encapsulates what I love about that era is my copy of re5 even tho it’s for xbox one.

I was just fuckin around with my dad. Tryin whatever. We played so much random stuff. Every game had so much depth yet to be explored, and its own community. We never wanted to learn, explore or experiment. Our first instinct was to find something we love about the game and stick to it. Never look beyond it. just do the same thing over and over again forever. Just learn a couple combos from the move list and fight each other all night Find the mystery box hope to get a 44 magnum & a ray gun get no farther than round 10 and do it all over again for 6 hours straight

As the years went by I’ve branched out a lil. Since then. I now play multiplayer I can pac a punch my guns and perk up and get to round 50 I can see ppl do stuff and try to emulate it Games get worse and worse by the day, and I find myself looking through old shit now. Its not until im in my 20s that I find out about all the upgrades & easter eggs I never cared to try The fact that there was a fuckin 2v2 mode in mk9. (Apparently the most broken shit ever lol) and you could do 2 ppl per team wtf. did we notice it??? Did we just ignore it? definitely had to be one of the two. Thats how we were dawg

As the years went by I’ve branched out a lil. Since then. I now play multiplayer I can pac a punch my guns and perk up and get to round 50 I can see ppl do stuff and try to emulate it Games get worse and worse by the day, and I find myself looking through old shit now. Its not until im in my 20s that I find out about all the upgrades & easter eggs I never cared to try The fact that there was a fuckin 2v2 mode in mk9. (Apparently the most broken shit ever lol) and you could do 2 ppl per team wtf. did we notice it??? Did we just ignore it? definitely had to be one of the two. Thats how we were dawg

You got the tutorials that worked for you. set some time aside, start, finish, and enjoy the process.

I noticed. I got a lot on my plate. I wanna do so much all of a sudden.

  • 3d model
  • Finish Alisa
  • ACNH

Today was a smooth day. slept so good. work was smooth. And everyone...EVERYONE was so nice today. the coworkers, customers everything. I got to hear w ppl laugh for the first time today lol. 2 ppl i thought I'd ever get to see laugh. insane.

I had a gud time at these parties they been inviting me to frfr

I wasn gonna fall asleep there but I just wasn't feelin it for some reason lol. I wasn't in that much of a gud mood overall and decided it would be better to just leave but i really cherish them dawg